Get in, get the pictures and the job done and get out leaving a bit of a mess behind!
Not too bad, 7 holes this time but in a few months there’ll be barely a trace. 2 of the scars from the last Laparoscopy are visible in that shot, I know where to look, and one in the navel hidden.
The bag in the bottom right of frames if my constant companion.
So, I was part of an experiment here, they injected me with a magic potion the day before which was converted to nothing in the bits of the liver where there wasn’t a tumour and that when viewed under UV light glowed where there was a tumour.
As they operated they switched back and forth between the light sources and could even mix them. They cut until no blue glow was left.
Apparently it’s the last little bits that cause all the grief, using a conventional approach they have to cut far more than just the tumour to make sure that they get it all. Using this method once there is no blue glow there is no tumour.
They took sample of the area left and the results from the path lab are clear.
I haven’t tried to line the shots up but it’s pretty cool as it is!
I couldn’t get the video or actual screen grabs, these are my scans of a priny I was given, the real thing is pretty clear.
A great title for a horror movie, unfortunately it’s reality.
My latest ultrasound, MRI & CT scans show a tumour in my liver.
On hearing this I looked up the 5 year survival rates for liver cancer and found that it’s 7%, not good news.
However, even though the tumour is in my liver it’s a metastasised colorectal cancer which is what was already successfully removed in December. So, tomorrow I will have about a third of my liver removed. This should get me back to where I was at the start of the year. i.e. getting regular scans to get early detection of any more tumours and to have time to deal with them with an 85% 5 year survival rate.
There is a cool thing about this, I’m part of a research project at Leiden University Medical Center, I’ve been injected with an agent that will make the tumour florescent in UV light. I will have an extra unit inserted during my laparoscopy, instead of 4 units there will be 5. The extra one being a UV light.
The process is that my liver will process the material I have been injected with and the tumour won’t. This makes any tumour glow green and let’s them remove all the infected cells but only the infected cells.
I’m in for 3 to 5 days and will be back to normal in three weeks.
So any work I’m committed to in November will stand.
LUMC is an amazing place, it’s huge but it’s the first time I’ve given visitors directions like these…
Go in the main entrance, go to the right of the escalators to the shops and restaurants and go down the corridor past the art gallery to the lifts with the red doors.
Shops! Restaurants! Art Gallery!
Oh and I’ve asked for a copy of the video of my glowing tumour. I’ll post it here if I get it.
OK, I’ve now uploaded all the cameras at full res and full colour depth.
Digital Cinema Cameras Full resolution EXR files
These are links to ZIP folders of one EXR frame per exposure +/- 4 stops
The EXR’s were generated by the manufacturers own software, with the exception of the Varicam which was done in Resolve as they don’t have their own software.
They are VERY large files. They are in ACES space, AP0 Linear 16bit EXR.
ARRI Alexa SXT
Blackmagic Ursa Mini-Pro
Canon C300-2 & Odyssey
Canon C700 4.5K
RED Helium 7K
Varicam LT & Odyssey
Of course I realise that very few people who say they want to know about cameras will bother to download the 10.5GB of data here, and that’s just one frame per exposure, they’d much rather have a few pretty shots and a summary saying that their DSLR is way better.
Now that I’ve got the files uploaded to Vimeo in all the forms that are going to be there it’s fun to sit back and watch the stats.
I shoot everything at the highest resolution, RAW and uncompressed as much as possible and 327 pillocks have watched the results on a smartphone! Why do I bother?
Of every 1,000 that watch on a desktop only 360 actually finish a clip, how you assess a camera by only watching the underexposed and generally worst looking part is beyond me. I mean, I know you all have busy lives but these clips are only 40 seconds or so long, the UHD are trimmed to 34 seconds.
If you aren’t prepared to watch all the way through why bother, it’s not as if I’m hiding what these evaluations are!
You’re not going to get a pretty clip of people playing in the park with a great soundtrack. I shoot real evaluations and don’t generally give any conclusions because what I like may not be what you like.
There’s a clear objective method of finding out which camera is best for you. Watch the bloody clips!!
I know I should just end the whole series with a conclusion that camera X is the best, life’s not like that.
I will be uploading some EXR’s in 16bit ACES later, it’s a lot of work to do this and I’m taking a break to do some other work for a while.
Anyone who wants a copy of all the rushes is welcome to them, complete with false starts and mistakes in camera settings that were then re-shot. Just send me a 256GB SSD or SD card and a payment prepaid return envelope and I’ll get it to you. If you’re a Gold sponsor or Subscriber/Donator there will be no charge, for everyone else there’s be a €50 charge for my time payable in advance to email@example.com
I’ve had to pause on the camera evaluations, well, the uploading of them, not the assessment of them.
I just wonder how many people will look at them in full res or even download the files to be able to judge them properly. It’s interesting the way some cameras change colour from under to over exposure and how the noise and clip varies. The thing is in some cases you really need to look closely.
I’m now making all the QT files that are uploaded to Vimeo from 16 bit EXR’s that have been generated in ACES space in the manufacturers own software. Of course there is one exception to that but I’m doing the best I can with that!!
There are some cameras that look great on a quick superficial look but on prolonged examination show some odd flaws. I’ll be uploading the EXR’s at the end of the process for those people crazy enough to want to see the full beauty, or horror, of the cameras.
I was once again struck by the differences between the Netherlands and the UK, I went out to dinner last night with a group of people from my apartment block, by a group I mean 13 of the 14 apartments here joined us, 7 floors 2 apartments per floor and the only people not to join us were the ones moving out next month. It was a great night and it’s an amazing mix of people. One of them is a senior news director at De Telegraaf and she told me that they’d run my stupid thief video on their website and had got over 5 million hits!!
I also went for my bi-annual check up, this will be a feature of my life for the next 5 years. Ultrasound and X-ray, no sign of new tumours which is great but something in my liver so I’m off for an MRI in a week or so. Just a precaution but I can’t get over the speed and thoroughness of the medical system here.
In the UK I’d never have gone out with my neighbours like this and I’d be waiting while permission was granted to put me in line for a checkup. Actually I’d probably be dead because I’d be waiting for the results of tests finally done after a 6month wait.
Well, its been a challenge.
The last few weeks have been spent totally rebuilding CML and moving it from a sub-domain of www.gboyle.co.uk based in the UK to it’s own server based in the US.
We have also added SSL and are now a secure site.
The addition of our own mail servers has meant that we can make major changes there as well.
Best of all we are no longer struggling up against both bandwidth and disk space problems
Lyris or ls.cinematography.net is still based at dudobi.co.uk in the UK and the guys there have done a great job fixing the stuff I screwed up relating to Lyris as I moved us to the US 🙂
There are a lot of new opportunities now and over the next few months they’ll start to appear.
From now on this blog is back to cinematography!
I saw my surgeon this morning, exactly 14 days since the operation.
He showed me the Path results and they were “interesting”, he removed a section with 22 Polyps, 3 of which were malignant. The bad ones were down to the end of the rectum. The big news was the tumour he removed that was right at the exit of the rectum. 5cms, I’ll say that again 5cms! of malignancy.
Well no wonder cycling hurt if I was sitting on a nasty 5cm block of poison!!
Anyway, It’s all gone, no trace of any indicators in my blood tests, I go back in 3 months for another blood test then after 6 months and staying at 6 month intervals for 5 years.
As far as my surgeon is concerned everything is healing well, the stitches will dissolve over time but I’ve got to back off a bit on the walking, stay at 2 circuits of the gardens a day for a week or so. I can also sit at my computer and work for short periods.
My lovely nurses will continue to visit until they’re happy with my stoma and they will also keep checking the stitches.
I have to do a huge thank you to a lot of people now, the support on FaceBook has been amazing, you really have all helped to keep my spirits up. I’d also like to thank all the nurses on c3 at Langelland Zickenhuis they were absolutely incredible.
I’ll not be at BSC or BVE but I will be at NAB, hope to see a bunch of you there.
It’s six days now since my tumours were removed and my arse sealed forever.
This morning the IV and the catheter were removed and a few minutes ago I. Rolled over and got to my feet. Hanging on to my physical nurse I managed to turn around, sit on a chair for a few minutes, stand again whilst my BP went all over the place.
I’m now flat in bed again and hurting but in a couple of hours I’ll be doing the same again, maybe I can take a shower! Bed baths from nurses get a lot of laughs but I just want warm water pouring over me.
I may get to go home tomorrow afternoon if not then definitely the day after.
There’s no other way to put it.
I go into hospital for surgery tomorrow morning.
They will remove and seal up my rectum and then add a new outlet, a stoma, on my front and I’ll use a bag from now on.
The Colostomy bag and Stoma don’t scare me, it’s the surgery. Keyhole so it shouldn’t be too bad but…
I guess I’m lucky but my only experience of surgery was 50 years ago and for damage to my wrist, I got all kinds of promises but it’s never worked properly since. That has to have coloured my views of surgery.
Anyway, I’m currently scared and trying not to think about it, I’ll wake up with a multitude of connections and not be able to move for 5 days. Then it looks like it’s going to take longer than my previous estimates to recover, I may be back to “normal” by the end of March.
So I’ll miss HPA but should be at NAB, the camera tests I intended for February may be delayed until May, no big deal.